Monday, October 29, 2012

permanent denial?

So as it seems my orgasms are less and less, My owner i believe wants me to never have a real orgasm again. I have had several edging sessions since my last post and only one real orgasm. We also did some needle work and saline injection in the balls before the edging and and ball kicking. The saline was injected in to my balls and sperm cords, so when i edged it burned pretty badly. And the edging sessions are like 20-30 edges so they are not very fun, but its what my owner wants so i must obey. But i must say the actual needle wasn't that bad feeling but it was a small needle. I will be posting here every Monday from now on to keep records and account of my life of slavery to my owner.

Saturday, October 13, 2012

New Life

I guess a little background information would be nice first? lol
I am a 39 male who has been in to BDSM for many years, i actually served a dominate woman in the past but never a true Mistress. i was locked in chastity and had cbt and all kinds of activities. I was bored... I looked on line after my relationship ended for many years to find the perfect Mistress, did she even exist? Well let me tell you the old cliche of be careful what you wish for is very true. I met several different "dommes" on line all where fake and wanting sex, Fakes...grrr. well i received an email from a Ldyblaze stating the same issues with fake slaves. we began to talk and it blossomed in to hey drive up and drop off your key to your chastity device. So i did i am now locked. we have been together since September. She has now decided i no longer need any orgasms ever. so permanent denial for me forever. I do want orgasms but what can i do i am owned, a pet for her.  I love her deeply though and will endure what she wishes even as we have sex while im locked as we discovered you can have sex while locked in a jail house chastity device.

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