Monday, December 24, 2012

3 weeks

Well, 3 weeks today. Locked not touched or stroked nor sex nor blowjobs. Just teased and denied every night then i pleasure my Owner as she usually ridicules my now useless cock(her cock). She has decided once a month i will be unlocked completely shaven and checked for chaffing as i seem to have some under the ring on my testicles. But it could just be from constantly getting hard then soft on a daily basis from all the teasing  i get. We are still going to get the Queens Keep from Maturemetal.com. We also did a scene last night, but only for about 40 minutes, did you know if you take a bath or shower before a scene it intensifies the pain ten fold? How do i know you may ask? Well as the weeks have gone by i have taken much more ball busing and spankings than before. Last nights scene although a very hard scene it hurt oh so much more than usual. If you have any questions about my chastity or cbt or spankings or how to please your Mistress leave a comment or catch me on fetlife as LdyBlazeslave. We are going to a play party in a day or so, i am very intrigued to see other scenes. All in all life is good as a slave, a hard road to lead if your not true to yourself or your owner so be true to what the heart wants and yo will get it.

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Welded shut

Well.....It has been 2 weeks since i have been unlocked or touched, today i soldered the s hook closed completely as i was instructed to do so. Teased, denied, and serving forever. As long as my owner is happy then i am happy. That is the way a slave should think, does not matter if a slave wants, his wants should be to please his owner. I enjoy this new life that i have dreamed of for so long. I can promise you i will not be messing this up. Back to my service, i did chores today with a butt plug in and clover leaf clamps, and it was harder and took longer as my plug always wants to pop out, as i clean the floors on my hands and knees. I think my owner liked it too much(lol) may be doing that a lot more.So a question, does any one who serves ask and want more pain after a week or more of denial? I do, i have found myself asking to be punched or kicked in the balls more, twisted? I think not, the few minutes of pain i am not wanting an orgasm, for a few minutes. Oh what a fun life for my owner.

Monday, December 3, 2012

Heavy tease

So, a whole week and not unlocked. I was teased to the max as well. My owner teased me in ways i never thought about. Anyone ever done anal? Well while your locked up and your anus is rubbed poked and licked will drive you insane, trust me when i say that it will. I was locked and im teased every night every day, my balls are rubbed, sucked, licked, flicked, smacked and it sucks but feels oh so nice.And the best/worst part? No release out of the cage or an orgasm in sight. With the s hook we installed and the strap we used for around my waist i cant pull out. I am truly going to be teased and denied forever now. You might think to yourself oh she will let him have an orgasm after another week(as with my previous post about 3 weeks and i was given an orgasm) yo would be wrong. She is so happy now with the way i treat her as my Mistress so she has never again will i cum. So do want an orgasm? Of course i do, but like a wedding vow i have told her if making her happy means no orgasms ever again then i shall gladly give them up.But let me tell any of you one thing, being unlocked and edged and denied is no where near as bad as being locked and never touched and teased. Trust me on this one as i have done this both ways. I will only be unlocked when we get the Queens keep. What does anyone think about me melting down the new security keys for the Queens keep for wedding bands? I thought if My owner truly never wanted me unlocked i would have them melted down for her wedding band not mine. Would be more fitting for her to wear my "key" as her ring than for me. i hope someone with a sensible reply lets me know their opinion in that matter.

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