permanent denial?

So as it seems my orgasms are less and less, My owner i believe wants me to never have a real orgasm again. I have had several edging sessions since my last post and only one real orgasm. We also did some needle work and saline injection in the balls before the edging and and ball kicking. The saline was injected in to my balls and sperm cords, so when i edged it burned pretty badly. And the edging sessions are like 20-30 edges so they are not very fun, but its what my owner wants so i must obey. But i must say the actual needle wasn't that bad feeling but it was a small needle. I will be posting here every Monday from now on to keep records and account of my life of slavery to my owner.